Wednesday, March 16, 2016
Hi mom, I really miss you already. I thought we would have a lot more time than this. I am sorry for not having been able to spend more time with you. I'm sorry for the time we lost when I was younger. I could always count on you when Raine and I needed you for anything. I can't count the times where I needed medical advice regarding Raine, or myself, and would always turn immediately to you first. You were always trying to make peace between everyone, even if it was more than was deserved. I can never live up to that. I just spoke to you Friday after work - I never imagined it would be the last time. Despite how hard you were on yourself, the world is worse off without you in it.
